NEUROSES

He came far too early to succeed
Came when the world was already
Far too broken

To be saved just like that

So they, you know, could easily prove him wrong
Not even proving nothing though
But their own ignorance

Roistering just like that

He was honered far too early, too
When he still had so much to do
Far too much even

To be able to fix it all just like that

Now they believe in their victories
Those who believe in absolutely nothing
But their own ego

Granting themselves power like that

Yet this is no fight nor a battle nor war
This is total destruction for all
Even for them

So there is no more victory for any of us
There is no hope on the whole world
For no one

Only those might have a slight chance
Who regret that he, you know, was far too early
And vote accordingly

Able to get it all
Just like that

© 2020

Finally Frankfurt
So how did I get here
From Mannheim
Never seen again after birth
Via Munich
Real snow and close mountains
Via the Upper Rhine Lowlands
Always good natured
Via Teutoburg Forest
Where the summers stopped
Via Luneburg Heath
Beautifully purple
Via the amazing Ammerland
Via a Dursleyish Surrey
Via Munster
Bells and all
That is the route
That's just about it
Roughly spoken

And there's another route
Worth mentioning
Dependig on the way
I wish to remember it
From Piele to Pino to Adi
That is from all the Seasons via
Ashes to Ashes to
What I am is what I am
Edie to the core
Than another Pino
Rather Pierre
Who introduced me to
Cyrano de Bergerac
Short term though
Then
Lost in the woods
Finding Marquardt
More bear than dog
Self-absorbed like all bears
And after
A short escape route called
Laws of the Universe or
Nils sometimes
Trouble on a plate I say
Not to mention the Dragon
Just for the fun of it
And that's it with these

Not to forget
Mixing in Mo aka Sunny
Just kisses
And Bianca
Much more
And my greatest love
Of all times
Heix
Heartbreaking though
Just like my last
Infatuation only
A half French shining Eastern star
A little dream of What's Up
PiNK singing for her goddess

The route was the goal
Back then
That's all gone now
Since I prefer a city as my companion
Before all other relations
No treachery
No disappointments
No lies
We know each other so well
After twenty-eight years
And there is still lots to discover
I won't manage to learn everything
Before I go to ground
When she'll take my ashes
Silently
And so it should be
There should always be
Some secrets left

I remember the ending of
Hamam the movie
Frankfurt can be on a par
With Istanbul in many ways
I could be this woman
Alone with my city till the end
So cool
The problem is
I don't smoke

(C) 2020




P.S.
I didn't mention my friends here
Nor family
No offence intended
Since of course
Love could never have too many faces!

References:
- "Seasons" ref. to the one and only Terry Jacks, Seasons in the Sun, as well as If You Go Away
- Edie ref. to What I Am
- PiNK's goddess ref to What's Up (Watch till very end!
As you can see, this was a journey, too!

Ich will das Schöne in der Welt erkennen
Will alles Böse laut beim Namen nennen
Will alle Menschen nur das Beste lehren
Und mich mit andern gegen Unrecht wehren

Ich will diejenigen, die Hilfe brauchen, sehen
Will auch die Schwerverständlichen verstehen
Will täglich etwas wirklich Gutes tun
Und hin und wieder mal sogar am 7. ruh'n

Ich will die Menschen, die ich mag, erfreuen
Will auch Kontakt zu Fremden niemals scheuen
Will immer wieder einen neuen Sinn ersinnen
Und immer wieder will ich neu beginnen

Ich will das Recht für alle Welt erstreiten
Will allen, die noch kommen, keinen Schmerz bereiten
Will so viel lernen, dass ich immer mehr begreife
Und mehr am Diskutieren als an meinen Fehlern reife

Ich will, wie ich's mir gut gehen lasse, wissen
Will möglichst wenig Leute hassen müssen
Und wenn ich auch nicht all das hier erreiche
Hauptsache, jemand findet meine Leiche

(C) 2020

wenn ihr meint dass es sich
wirklich lohnt es sei wichtig
als ob eine einzelne person
welchen unterschied sie auch macht

aber das tut sie sie tut es
wenn auch ganz anders als gedacht
wisst es das tut sie sie tut es auch
wenn ihr sie niederknüppelt

eine einzelne person als ob
gerade sie gerade ihr
einen unterschied macht
ehe ihr abkratzt wie alle anderen

eine einzelne person
gerade dann


(C) 2019
für sah